The previous one has been with me for about 4years? Through the good and bad times. Listening to my sorrows, complaints and shared my joy and happiness. Bad and fond memories.
Hence, i've decided not to delete that blog. I'll safekeep it for times when i feel like reminiscing the past.
Life has been really ok for me? Coped up with work, S.shine and the favourite people.
Recently, i met up an old friend of mine whom had just broken up with her ex a couple of months ago. She was telling me how lucky i was to have sucha good guy like S.shine as my boyf, and I couldnt agree less!
When i saw her text telling me that, i stopped whatever i was busy with at the moment, and thought to myself, "how well have i actually maintained this relationship?"
And again, i compared the current me with the old me. I realised and saw the changes in me.
I was thankful that the past experience has taught me how to be a better girlf.
But, i came to realised that it isn't so simple. I haven't been a perfect partner. It's not bcos i haven't changed, but it's bcos, be it his work or his girl, every man has different aspects and expectations.
I've changed to meet the expectations of the previous man, but couldnt meet the present one now.
Life's never easy, let alone maintaining a long term relationship or even marriage.
It's gonna be tough, but im gonna make it work out right..
It's another working monday tmr :(
If only we have 5 weekends and 2 working weekdays...
ps: I hope end july never comes :(